The Hand of Providence

I was looking though my old computer files the other day and ran across this excerpt from the first and only entry of a computer journal I attempted to start last year. It made me joyful to look back and see God's hand at work in the uncertain times when you're craving change but aren't quite sure what that looks like. Just wanted to share with you...

6.16.04
"...I suddenly inherited this fresh passion for finding a job in New York, maybe because it'’s looking more and more like a real possibility. Maybe because I realize a little more everyday that I'’ve got to get out of College Station. Maybe a little of everything tugging me in that general direction. I'’ve decided that I must see what my faith looks like outside of the South, away from my daily "fellowship"” and lack of real challenges to the beliefs I hold so dear. I am ready to live...to really live...and to probably suffer in the process."